I’m acclimating to life apart from my fellow grad students, but it surely is NOT easy. I expected grad school to be very time-intensive and challenging. I mean, I’m earning a Masters in two years WHILE working full-time (often 50+ hours per week, at least for the next few months). Plenty of people told me I was nuts, and I was prepared for stress and a packed schedule. But you know what I WASN’T prepared for?
I was crazy busy during my undergraduate program, working and conducting original research and taking more credits than I probably should’ve. BUT I WAS SURROUNDED IN OTHER, EQUALLY CRAZY PEOPLE! If I was cramming for an exam, odds were good that I had another friend in the class who was cramming along with me. I had a regular study group that met for 20+ hours per week when I was taking organic chemistry. My closest friends held my hand through physics. We were all dedicated, over-achievers and we socialized THROUGH our academics. No one was intent to drag me away from my studies. Everyone understood if you said for the umpteenth time, “Sorry, I’ve got to go work on a paper – maybe next time?”
So, in conclusion, I WAS expecting a packed, stressful schedule…I was NOT expecting to become an unintentional alcoholic/social outcast.
A saving grace is certainly the rest of my cohort. I think we’re all feeling it; in response, we have organized conference calls on Skype on Monday nights. It’s a way to talk through the work we’ve been doing and also to commiserate over our challenges. It’s like a long-distance, weekly “you can do it!” hug.
That said, IS THERE ANYONE IN CHICAGO WHO NEEDS A STUDY BUDDY?!?!
Anyway, my research is proving very interesting. I’m working on my research paper (due in mid-October), and I have chosen to focus on a topic with which I have less familiarity in an effort to really challenge myself on an urban ecology subject. Looking back over my journaling activities, I can say with great authority that Peter Del Tredici and his crazy vendetta against the native/invasive plant distinction got me the most fired up…and so I’m researching plant ecology in Chicago. I’m looking at whether or not Peter’s argument holds water in Chicago, considering the natural history of the area, ecosystem services, and human connections to plant life. And, so far, Peter’s faring pretty well…maybe all this native/invasive business IS malarkey in a city. Oh my.
In addition to writing this paper, I plan to present my “findings” to a bunch of my co-workers to get their response as regional experts. Surprisingly, that part makes me the most nervous. I work with some very intelligent people, and I’m not sure I’m ready to write a paper and get it torn to shreds. But it’ll be good for me. So, my goal is to finish a fairly fine-tuned draft by Labor Day so that I might present to them, do some minor revisions, and then report on their response to the ideas.
